i learn so much for the past few months
earthing, lighting, racking
mostly are about construction since we are working on detail engineering
but the point is that i’ve never been to construction site,
i do not know what i’m talking about, neither what i’m doing
but the question is
am i dare enough to take construction job?
months, years, away from family and working with ‘strangers’ in probably un-secure condition
or am i going to be stick in this field in the future?
it’s really unease working with parted heart