So far, i always thought that every single thing that i can not do or achieve is because of my “inability” or in other word, it was a failure of me, i failed. My “inability” to graduate on July, my “inability” to get 4.00 for m GPA, and many others “inability”..
Sometimes, it took so long for me to forget “the failure” and forgive myself. In everything that i didn’t do well, i always blame myself as a punishment. “I deserve to be blame for the failure”, I always think that way.
Know what? It often makes me stress and even gives me nightmares..
Until recently, something makes me completely realize that for everything we achieve, there’s the path. It already decided by ALLAH SWT. I am learning to overcome my “guilty feeling” and ask myself to move on, don’t have to cry on something already happened.
You know something, guys?
If you failed to achieve something, it doesn’t mean that you can’t (or don’t have ability to) do that. Perhaps it’s just not the best for you…
Ganbatte ne…! ^^
PS: thanks to you who always makes me think positively and just put my “inability” aside.. You give me strength to change my negative-point-of-view..